I used to be so happy but life happened and everyday, more and more reasons to be sad arise and strap me down to bed.”
I am sorry for loving you less than what you deserve.
I am sorry for all those nights that I let you stay awake as you blame yourself for all the things I told you you’ve done wrong. I am sorry for I did not do anything to wipe away your tears as you cry and cry every night for the same reasons again and again. I am sorry for when your thoughts started to kill you, I didn’t do anything to keep you away from them. I am sorry for all those days that I let you lock yourself inside your room as you succumb yourself with sadness as if things are gonna change if you do so. I am sorry for listening to others’ opinions towards you. I am sorry for not standing up for you and I am sorry for I let you suffer as you receive those words that are like arrows straight to your heart. I am sorry for always letting the wrong people in and for letting them destroy you endlessly. I am sorry for I always let you believe that you are anything less than an incredible being as you are. I am sorry for doubting you. I am sorry for always leaving you behind. I know that we only got each other and I am sorry that I always fail to be there for you.
I hope you would forgive me soon. I will do everything to make up for my mistakes. From now on, I will protect you from anyone or anything that would hurt you. From now on, I will support you in everything that you would do. From now on, I will be with you as we chase happiness. From now on, I will love you as much as you love me. From now on, we will be better than this.”
how cool would it be to have someone secretly love you like someone who just watches you do stupid stuff and appreciates every little thing about you and even if they see you trip over your own feet they’ll still smile because they love you but they’re too afraid to tell you
the world is incredible. there are girls in this world, and there are also dogs. you can put melted cheese on any type of potato. sometimes flowers grow even when nobody is there to water them. right now on this same planet where we live there are people who are in love with each other kissing each other on the nose. emotions and colours are both things that exist. everything is so great